God

" Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden."
Romans 9:18

This verse and others like it has always shocked me. shouldn't a loving God show mercy to those who deserve it? but how human is that thinking!! God is beyond all moral grounds, his glory is beyond all our comprehension! We try and fit God in this small bubble of our lives when we just have to realize, God is soo vast. bigger than lives, bigger than the earth, bigger than this galaxy, Bigger than this universe. When i stop and think, why should he even care about something so small as me. We need to give up entitlement! we do not deserve one anything God gives us, it is all through mercy. God can do what he wants!

God help us to see you are in control, you have the power to bend and break us how ever you like. But in this their is also something very exciting. This power that can break down so far, can also empower us beyond measure. Lord I pray that we trust you, that we put all our hope in you, and while we serve you in Nepal you might turn our small works into something greater.
in Jesus name we pray, Amen